Just had to say

Published Tuesday, 5 January 2010 by Helen in  



So something awesome just happend, and I know no one reads this or cares, but i dont have fb to status it, i dont like Twitter yet and I cant text my friends cos they'll be like 'wtf? i stopped revising for my exams just so i could read that shitty text?' [we all have exams next week :(]

ANYWAY

So I have 2 English Literature essays to do this year, that means each essay is worth A LOT of marks
And in class we all had to write the intro's and the teacher marked it, everyone struggled but then we got our grades [most got like C/B] and I got A/B so I was like WOO this is how I'm gonna write my beginning.
And so I sit down to do it, this was the other day, and for the life of me I could NOT find the intro I'd wrote. I was freaking out, really pissed off, I just generally don't take things-not-going-my-way well, it puts me in a downer of a mood.
Seriously, I was desperate for the intro cos I just didnt know how to write it, I EVEN PRAYED.
Like Homer in Simpsons bit like 'Ummm...Hi...long time no speak, sorry I've been a bit busy...can you do me a favour? and then ill give to charity or something'
So I'm having the worst day I've had in a long time and BAM

I FOUND THE INTRO!!
HALLELUJAH!

Like Heavenly bells started to ring, haha I was such a loser bout it, I even looked up and started going 'THANK YOU SO MUCH GOD YOU ROCK'...yehh I'm a GREAT Christian...I don't even know an entire prayer off by heart :(

It's put me in a great mood [you know, hormonal teen girl, easy to please...not.like.that]

Look at that, I made an essay out of a tiny story.

So it made me think how some good things have happend today, yet I let a little few things get me down, now that I think about it I had an okay day.
It's like the saying 'God works in mysterious ways' but I think it's more like 'Life works in mysterious ways' cos you never know what it's gonna throw at you next.
It's a journey, no doubt about that, but like when you go on holiday, you let the smallest things get you down, when your life is pretty fucking great, you could be anyone in the world, but you happen to be you, someone that clearly can't be that deep in the dumpsters of life if you can afford the internet to read this, APPRECIATE THAT SHIT.

OH the other thing is that someone told me today they've heard a lot of guys fancy me eh eh ;D hot stuff I am...nahh im a loser really, I attract the freaks and the married 50 yr old Indian men.

Yehh and I had an anecdote, but i think it might upset some people.
yehh.

REMEMBER. NEW YEAR, NEW DECADE, NEW STARTS, NEW YOU!
That's my motto atm

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3 comments:

  1. Anonymous 6 January 2010 at 00:54

    i love you, helen.

    natalie

     
  2. Mia 6 January 2010 at 01:32

    Remember I'm Gandhi? And I was gonna tell you a smart sentence everyday? I've got one, but I didn't come up with it myself, it was in my "think positive calender," "What do you need success for, if you don't have the time to live your life," it's so true!

    Yeah, Helen, everything you write end up as an essay, I don't think you have it in you to write something short. Glad you found the intro. I know how freaking annoying it is not to find something. It doesn't even have to be something I need right there an then, I just can't relax knowing something has gone hiding somewhere I dunno where is.

    I know a prayer, I think, hold on, yeah, I'm not sure if it's the whole thing. Might be, but that was because it was on some hang-it-on-the-wall-thingy that belongs to my mom, probably her religious aunt who gave it to her, 'cause I sure as hell and Satan know she's not religious. Dude, heaven oughta be freakin' cold, you know, since hell is so damn hot, besides, when you're flying the windows get ice crystals on them. So earth is like a mixture of both, it being in the middle and all. Also it filled with hate and love, evil and kindness, it makes perfect sense. Well, in theory, being that I don't believe in heaven, nor do I believe in hell. Just a funny though. Philosophy, more like it. Well, I guess I should end this comment now, it's about to get as long as you entry, and that says something.

     
  3. Malou 6 January 2010 at 02:04

    Well, I read it and I care, I hope you know that.
    I'm glad you found the intro and that you.. Appreciate life?

    And you are hot though, js.

     

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